So here you are

So you're here. Reading these words. Why you are here is beyond me, maybe you're bored or just wandered here. Either way I will make the most of this. So you probably want to know something about me I suppose, humans are full of curiosity. Well I was born here in this world like you, though after being here and going through so much, I sometimes find myself regretting it. What would this world be like if we had a choice to be born. We do have a choice to die, why not birth? That question sometimes lingers in my head. Of course forcing death upon oneself is an act of fear and surrender. Sure life can be challenging and difficult, but there's always one thing we will have and that's freedom. Freedom even for people in prison? Yup! People who are in a jail cell (I've been behind one for 10hrs once) still have a choice. Sure they can't get up and leave, they have to stay in the room. But what they do in the room is up to them. They will always have a choice, sure sometimes we don't have the freedom to choose all the time; but regardless of the matter is, we still are free in some way. With that being said, we will always have a choice in life. 

People always wonder about the meaning of life, what does it mean to them? To me life is nothing more than a collection. A collection of thoughts, memories, desires, and feelings. How we handle each of those is what determines the outcome to that meaning. How we live in this life, whether it be a fruitful one or one poisoned with alcohol and drugs is all determined by the person. The thing about peoples' desires is the fact that it will never be fulfilled. There will always be something missing. Even now I'm sure you're missing something in your life, whether it be materialistic or not, that need is there. But some people, can ignore that want. Okay yeah we do need to eat and other things to survive, but I am talking about the things that we don't need. Once we die, this is all left behind, even our body. None of this stuff really matters because eventually it's going to be taken away. That's what life is, how you handle that determines the rest. 

Thanks for reading maybe you learned something? I don't really care if you did or not, you chose to read it.